I am waking up!

All it took was a simple wake up call.

It just shakes me up,

Wakes me up,

Takes me up,

To the most important element of life…

Realization.

Each day, each hour of my life,

Is a new seed of thought.

A seed that is yet an innocent, wondering part of me.

I wake up to enjoy the essence of the morning movement of the sun,

Touching me and caressing me gently as I lift my lashes,

To see what I normally miss.

A space within me.

Completely mine.

The rich soil, where I let the seed be sown.

My thoughts!

Gathering a lot of strength,

I let the thought seep in.

The simple thought of Joy v/s Sorrow.

How easily I say, “I am not as happy as others.

Not content as others.

Not enjoying as others.

Not having time as others.

Not being able to spend as much as others.

Not being able to create as much as others.

Not being able to cherish, as others do!”

How easily this complaining thought creeps in…

And I keep trying to find my answers.

Rarely, or never does it peep into my mind to ask,

“I am not as sad as others

Not as poor as others

Not as unwilling as others

Not as unhappy as others

Not facing the harshest realities of life, as others.

And much more.

How easily I deny comparing others’ struggles to mine…

And keep blaming others to have created the limitations within me.

How selfish am I.

A single thought.

A selfish thought, yet again.

But this time I am sure, it is letting me grow, walk thru’

A journey that has just begun.

A journey within me,

Called LIFE~

The sowing seed

There is an enthusiasm to begin new

That vitalizes my inner self by merely being something I created within me!

It drives me from the state of being to the very state of becoming,

From here to there,

From a moment to its final note,

From where I am to where I wish to be.

Do you feel these too?

Sometimes I wonder if every beginning is a seed itself.

Or maybe it is just my imagination.

Do all seeds grow?

Do all growing seed reproduce yet another thought?

The actuals are simply what I presume maybe.

Nothing more, nothing less.

Gaining strength from the thought that everything is seemingly for the good,

I begin, each day with a feeling of it being my first time to experience LIFE to its fullest.

Losing a friend to cancer recently,

I started wondering if new beginnings are actually a way of life!

Her physical end, may have come..

But her beginning of being a spiritual being,  has jst begun course!

The tendency to drift away from the main course of action,

Is very much in me,

A human being after all,

Trying to impress upon the luring to happenings around me.

But this way,

I only realized, how much of it I actually move forward.

May be negligible,

But, surely gained a lot of learning on my way back to the line of new beginning.

Has it all been already designed to precision?

Have all the leads been given as ‘cheat codes’?

Have many gone through this before?

I am going through this,

Willing to share with each one of you.

Shall continue doing so…

Sow a new seed

19/04/2014

It takes a lifetime to recognize the value of living

It takes miles before we know our destination is nearing; to rejoice the

accomplishments we intend!

It takes a lot of silence to hear a voice that is unheard, to recognize it distinctly out

of the various voices the ears are used to.

It takes many leaves to show a tree,

Many flowers to show a plant,

Many stars to show the night,

But just one Sun to show the daylight!

In search of the new sun that warms the heart and brings the light into my life,

I am beginning on a new journey,

Sowing a new seed,

With many different elements,

Which I am learning, after I chose to unlearn almost everything that was me,

To just be the being I am beginning to grow into.

The quest of life,

And its mere existence is a secret to humanity.

The wonder that is now,

The thrill that is gone by

The anticipation of what is going to come along,

All are mere bubbles in air!

I just popped out the gone by and let it pass,

I am still wondering in the now,

There is loads of hope and anticipation in what shall pass me by!

The seed that I sow today,

May just be the beginning of a journey that I have chosen to take in this long drive

called LIFE!

The vanishing past,

Suddenly completely diminishing my eyes;

As I clear it with some crystals of water,

To look thru the path that is lying ahead of me.

The magic may touch me,

The magic may transform me,

The magic may get to me;

I know one thing, I am treading a path that is completely new.

The newness is like walking into vaccum,

Completely taken off gravity,

Letting me completely lay myself in the space that is uncontained

Into elements that are not typically mine.

There was a time, when I simply used to be, what I was.

Today I am becoming what I simply need to be!

I now realize how much does it take

For a person to say they lived a life!

There is something that I still don’t understand,

But I am here to stay,

For who? Is a question, I can’t even ask myself.

An answer which has no reference.

How, where, when, why, which, what…are mere question words to me now.

They stand alone,

As I stand away from them.

The day is giving me the silence that I require to harp on,

The warmth I require to grow!

To be continued…