Sunday, April 27, 2014

The sowing seed

There is an enthusiasm to begin new
That vitalizes my inner self by merely being something I created within me!
It drives me from the state of being to the very state of becoming,
From here to there,
From a moment to its final note,
From where I am to where I wish to be.

Do you feel these too?
Sometimes I wonder if every beginning is a seed itself.
Or maybe it is just my imagination.
Do all seeds grow?
Do all growing seed reproduce yet another thought?

The actuals are simply what I presume maybe.
Nothing more, nothing less.
Gaining strength from the thought that everything is seemingly for the good,
I begin, each day with a feeling of it being my first time to experience LIFE to its fullest.

Losing a friend to cancer recently,
I started wondering if new beginnings are actually a way of life!
Her physical end, may have come..
But her beginning of being a spiritual being,  has jst begun course!

The tendency to drift away from the main course of action,
Is very much in me,
A human being after all,
Trying to impress upon the luring to happenings around me.

But this way,
I only realized, how much of it I actually move forward.
May be negligible,
But, surely gained a lot of learning on my way back to the line of new beginning.

Has it all been already designed to precision?
Have all the leads been given as ‘cheat codes’?
Have many gone through this before?
I am going through this,
Willing to share with each one of you.

Shall continue doing so…


Saturday, April 19, 2014



Sow a new seed
19/04/2014



It takes a lifetime to recognize the value of living
It takes miles before we know our destination is nearing; to rejoice the
accomplishments we intend!
It takes a lot of silence to hear a voice that is unheard, to recognize it distinctly out
of the various voices the ears are used to.
It takes many leaves to show a tree,
Many flowers to show a plant,
Many stars to show the night,
But just one Sun to show the daylight!
In search of the new sun that warms the heart and brings the light into my life,
I am beginning on a new journey,
Sowing a new seed,
With many different elements,
Which I am learning, after I chose to unlearn almost everything that was me,
To just be the being I am beginning to grow into.

The quest of life,
And its mere existence is a secret to humanity.
The wonder that is now,
The thrill that is gone by
The anticipation of what is going to come along,
All are mere bubbles in air!
I just popped out the gone by and let it pass,
I am still wondering in the now,
There is loads of hope and anticipation in what shall pass me by!
The seed that I sow today,
May just be the beginning of a journey that I have chosen to take in this long drive
called LIFE!
The vanishing past,
Suddenly completely diminishing my eyes;
As I clear it with some crystals of water,
To look thru the path that is lying ahead of me.
The magic may touch me,
The magic may transform me,
The magic may get to me;
I know one thing, I am treading a path that is completely new.
The newness is like walking into vaccum,
Completely taken off gravity,
Letting me completely lay myself in the space that is uncontained
Into elements that are not typically mine.
There was a time, when I simply used to be, what I was.
Today I am becoming what I simply need to be!

I now realize how much does it take
For a person to say they lived a life!
There is something that I still don’t understand,
But I am here to stay,
For who? Is a question, I can’t even ask myself.
An answer which has no reference.
How, where, when, why, which, what…are mere question words to me now.
They stand alone,
As I stand away from them.
The day is giving me the silence that I require to harp on,
The warmth I require to grow!
To be continued…